The degree to which the human body is programmed stops it from letting through what lives it clear of its own dark light. Darkness comes by way
of ones own light playing with it, not by way of life, is space untouched keeping order through law. The human nature has complete command over most humans wanting to be clear of the dark stuff, just have no skill and knowledge of law allows this unfold and rather choose it away, for the path is hard work and not of the world, finds one all kinds of reasons to stay locked into the human framework and suffer the way.
Initiation comes from deep within your own field of energy, are you to evoke the nature of unknowing grooms you with knowledge of higher law
and being will inspire a shift in your understanding. You do not have to know to conjure and feel this energy of space and the more you exercise this light muscle the more you open the way to be shown.
Thought speaks words and images, feeling , speaks energy and light. Feeling and thought are not one until your thought feels you something
your mind is talking about and you believe it. Otherwise the feeling is just an energy pulsing of and through the body freely.
Pausing and playing with thought is a huge problem for the human mind can not let up of the belief in it being alive and the cause of ones real, non thought being a skill necessary to cultivate and mature through light or one shifts little and remains on the same cycle throughout the human life experience. Take thought away and be clear through the mental space and the world you see as physical reality will transform before your eyes have time to look and your mind time to think, being here your life is really happening.
Trying to digest something your body hates the taste of after you have swallowed it is not a way to play it, so what to do.
Transmutation of thought energy is like bad medicine until you have mastered the art of being lived and allowing energy pass through you of the thought nature, will not let up are you playing around with the mental script. Thought is a shadow of your light , not a mental script. The body below the neck is not thinking, is channelling energy of space means no harm are you not imagining it does and de masking the thoughts at play
to unearth your light energy is the key to not being played by your shadow, bonds with the shadows abound happy to accuse you into dark cycles.